THEAD (The Awakened)

General Category => Poems, Short Quotes ect => Topic started by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:07:11 am

Title: General Poems, Short Quotes ect...
Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:07:11 am
A place to write Poems, Short Quotes and Sayings ect...
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:07:29 am
Do not run in to death arms but do not run from it ether. Death is a friend with patience, she will wait for you so do not run to it.

By: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:08:26 am
You have NOT bin with us in slavery. In Rome we were beaten to blood.
You have NOT bin with us in slavery, when the brothers were begging to be tortured,
and wen history was written alive the history you all are denying...
You have NOT bin with us at Galleys, when the body on fire was put, wen the flesh was hurt in pain begging even death from above.
You have NOT bin stretched on a cross, and you do NOT know what pain is, which only the Thracian knows that is holding in his soul his faith.
You have NOT tasted the venom of blind betrayal,
and neither have you tasted of the mess that death is waiting too suck.

You have given as a betrayal worse the the hell of the devil can give, and your writing the history in which you twist the truth inside out.
Completely dipped in  s h i t  all your fake come out, from the book your betrayal is well known and the lie is as your brother of blood.
Marred by betrayal you live, with smiles of a monster on your face you sell for silver your betrayal our country Trachea land for life.
You have baptized us with false names, a country, a people and a nation, with the perpetrators reputation, when we on the column we cried.
You have NOT bin with us in slavery, when all of Trachea have sworn, to have back on the estate the Thracian then bin forgotten as.

You have NOT bin with us at Galleys, when the body on fire was put, when the flesh was hurt in pain begging even death from above.
You have NOT bin stretched on a cross, and you do NOT know what pain is, which only the Thracian knows that is holding in his soul his faith.
Which only the Thracian knows that is holding in his soul his faith.

By: SeekLoad translated from YouTube from an anonymous source.
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:08:42 am
Moving but true. Why be afraid of death? Death is something for all of us. Death is just a end to a begging and the begging of an end. Be afraid of what you leave behind and how you spend your life.

By: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:09:00 am
I have no fear of dying cause I see death as a friend. I have fear living a bad and not doing nothing in life and of dying and leaving behind my child with nothing. I don't want to live my life by "eating, working and sleeping ONLY" like a robot "charging, working and OFF". I want to do something in my life. I want to make a change and the internet is just the fist step. Then I die happy a old man after we say 70 years in the future
I hope I will do that in life

By: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:09:16 am
If you do not regret a sin then you do not regret mistakes in life. So if you are not capable of regretting mistakes in life then are you human with love? Or do you need to search for what humanity and love truly is? After all, nobody in this life can learn anything form it if we are not capable of regret.
So to ask of forgiveness from God is to truly regret the mistakes in front of God and yourself. If you do not regret your mistakes in front yourself you can never regret them in front of God.

By: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:10:03 am
"They call me insane" by me "SeekLoad LRN"
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They call me insane...

I am insane cause I do not see it as you do.
I am insane cause I do not like what you like.
I am insane cause I do know write from wrong.
I am insane cause I do not like being lied to.
I am insane cause I am not lawful but moral.
I am insane cause I give love the forgotten.
I am insane cause I fight for the future.
I am insane cause I seek freedom and justice.
I am insane cause I am conscious.
I am insane cause I am aware.
I am insane cause I have my own dreams.
I am insane cause I do not fit in the status qua.
I am insane cause I am human unlike you.

I AM INSANE CAUSE I am NOT you or the way you want me to.

By: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:10:22 am
- True friends do not kiss ass but are honest.
- True friends do not accuse each other falsely.
- True friends sees the good side of the comment not only the bad side.
- True friends are often made through strangers that talk not through money and fame or ass kissing.
- True friends has patience and do not judge until one has really made something bad or until one ha bin warned but has NOT stopped.
- True friends forgive wen one does mistakes.
- True friends are not those who applause all the time but the ones who dare to give advice.
- True friends are not left because a misunderstanding.
- True friends try to hold on to there friendship not let go for the slightest misunderstanding.
- True friends try to understand each other and cares for each other.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:10:44 am
It is better freedom and justice trough violence, then slavery with pace through silence. If freedom and justice trough pace does not work.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:11:03 am
Life is short so be happy. Is easier said then done. So live it smart, if you can't be happy.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:11:25 am
Your health is the most precious thing you will ever have. Lose it and you will lose everything.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:11:42 am
The only sure thing in life is death.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:12:03 am
Life can be a beautiful place, but it can also be the ugliest sin.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:12:22 am
The most evil thing in this world is morally unlimited jealousy.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:12:48 am
Do not try to end your life, because you never know what is going to happen tomorrow.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:13:07 am
To run from death is stupid, death will always catch you in the end.
To run to death is stupid, death does not like you to come to early.
To embrace death and give it a kiss, not running to it, but not running away from it is a smart move.
To live life by excepting death, but embracing life is the smartest move you'l ever make in front of life and death.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:13:27 am
They often say "give respect to get respect" but what happens wen you "give respect and get nothing or hate"? Then you should answer with ignorance or defense and stop giving respect. True respect is earned by respect not by fright or dominance.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:13:44 am
What is a real friend?
- A real friend is there wen the knife is at your bone.
- A real friend will stay by your side even if you are homeless.
- A real friend does not look at your wallet.
- A real friend will do sell you out even wen he/she does has a grudge on you.
- A real friend is very, very, very hard to find and it almost does not exist.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:14:06 am
Whats "real" respect?
- Respect is not to be right.
- Respect is not to be in fear.
- Respect is not religion.
- Respect is not wealth.
- Respect is not money.
- Respect is not power.
- Respect is not an act.
- Respect is not a theater.
- Respect is love and humanity for another being.

Sadly there is a big lack of "real" respect in this world.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:14:24 am
To fight for what is right is to sacrifice a part of you for what you believe in.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:14:44 am
What is the perfect person?
The perfect person does not smoke, does not drink, does not take drugs, does not swear, does not look ugly, does not spit in public places, does not scream or shout, does not get angry, does not get irritated, does not have sarcasm, does not oppose one, does not contradict one, does not hurt one, does not say things in anger, does not hate, does not want revenge, does not pretend, does not tel lies, does not break hearts, does not look at others then there partner and the most important DOES NOT EXIST.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:15:00 am
Money may buy one love and power but never true love only true power.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:15:18 am
Love those who love me back.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:15:37 am
Religion does not make war, people do.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:15:58 am
If you can't handle the truth then why are you friend with me?

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:16:17 am
If you don't have morals how can you say that you are human?

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:16:35 am
We all need love, but love is something we all should give. If we don't give love we are not worthy of receiving love.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:16:58 am
Actions do speak louder than words, and a loving word is more powerful than both thought and prayer.

by: ~Anna Lieb♡  on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:17:16 am
Sending an actual letter is more useful than sending good vibrations.

by: ~Anna Lieb♡  on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:17:34 am
Religion is not church or the Popes and Priest words, but it is a belief in something divine that comes from the heart.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:17:54 am
The stupid is not stupid enough if he is not also arrogant.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:18:13 am
An idiot is not an idiot if he is not also arrogant.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:18:32 am
Everything that lives must die one day, so don't despite death, as death is natural, but despite the failure of not accomplishing life before death.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:18:56 am
In a society that tries to standardize thinking, individuality is not highly prized.

by: Alex Grey
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:19:14 am
The people should not be afraid of there governments.
The governments should be afraid of there people.

by: V for Vendetta
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:45:10 am
You need to believe in your acts then you can go and do anything. It does not matter that you never will know yourself, one can never trully know himself.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:45:37 am
Fear is the biggest power for slavery. Do not let fear rule your life. Wen letting fear rule your life, you are a slave for the fear that you will never get rid of by being afraid and sooner or later it will consume you if you do not fight it.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:45:55 am
If your capable of thinking the only thing you can be sure of in your own in life is your thoughts.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:46:17 am
Treat other people the way you would want them to treat you.

by: James Spartacus Justice on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:48:02 am
There is more happiness in giving than there is in receiving.

by: James Spartacus Justice on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:48:19 am
If you do not have love, then you have nothing at all.

by: James Spartacus Justice on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:48:38 am
Fight for what you love and live for what you believe.

by: James Spartacus Justice on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:48:57 am
Two are better than one.

by: James Spartacus Justice on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:49:13 am
Lovers never fails.

by: James Spartacus Justice on FaceBook
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:49:33 am
To thous that do not believe in God or do, I say as a wise philosopher said once:

"If God does not exists and you believe I him, wen you die nothing happens.
But if God does exists and you do not believe in him, when you die your   f u c k e d."

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:50:05 am
To thous that do not believe in God or do, I say as a wise philosopher once said:

"No science can and will be able to tell you what is after death.
So if God does not exists and you believe I him, wen you die nothing happens.
But if God does exists and you do not believe in him, when you die your   f u c k e d."
/ by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on July 18, 2013, 01:50:53 am
I would want to be an alien not human. Humanity today contains to much stupidity.

by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on October 03, 2013, 10:09:35 pm
The form of spreading a good idea to the public
It always starts with ONE listen by ten, goes to a hundred and picked up by a thousand and heard by a million. You know what that is? That is a good idea. That is how it works and we MUST make the truth or reality into a mental virus that spreads EXACTLY like that.

/ by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on October 03, 2013, 10:10:52 pm
In the end it is better to die trying then to live in knowing "what if" and be known as the idiot for not trying.

/ by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on October 03, 2013, 10:11:21 pm
In the end if you did the right thing you will not regret it and the future will thank you and spit on those that did not do the right thing. And if you would lose the loss or the life is a small prise compared if you have not done nothing.

/ by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on October 03, 2013, 10:11:44 pm
When you know the enemy is scared of your going away, then you know you have something that can destroy them or weaken them.

/ by: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on December 13, 2013, 04:14:20 pm
There is more then a life we just don't know it yet. A lot more but our imagination is limited to our time and our knowledge is even more limited then our imagination to know what is bean life itself.

By: SeekLoad LRN
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Post by: SeekLoad on April 29, 2014, 10:58:53 pm
A poem from a Tracian to the NWO (New World Order) and there puppets.

You have NOT bin with us in slavery. In Rome we were beaten to blood.
You have NOT bin with us in slavery, when our brothers were begging to be tortured,
and wen history was written alive, the same history you all are denying...
You have NOT bin with us at the Galleys, when the body on fire was put, wen the flesh was hurt in pain begging even for death of above.
You have NOT bin stretched on a cross, and you do NOT know what pain is, which only the Thracian knows who is holding in his soul and his faith.
You have NOT tasted the venom of blind betrayal,
and neither have you tasted of the mess that death is waiting too suck.

You have given as a betrayal worse the the hell of the devil can give, and your writing the history in which you twist the truth inside out.
Completely dipped in  s h i t  all your fake come out, from the book your betrayal is well known and the lie is as your brothers are of your blood the same.
Marred by betrayal you live, with smiles of a monster on your face you sell for silver and gold your betrayal our country, your people and your land for life and immortality you will never be worth.
You have baptized us with false names, a country, a people and a nation, with the reputation of perpetrators, when we on the column we cried.
You have NOT bin with us in slavery, when all of Trachea have sworn, to have back on the estate the Thracian that has bin forgotten.

You have NOT bin with us at the Galleys, when the body on fire was put, when the flesh was hurt in pain begging even for death of above.
You have NOT bin stretched on a cross, and you do NOT know what pain is, which only the Thracian knows who is holding in his soul and his faith.
Which only the Thracian knows that is holding in his soul and his faith.

By: SeekLoad.
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Post by: SeekLoad on February 04, 2015, 11:36:31 pm
A true inventor does not only see things work and understand how, but he also sees opportunities were others may not see them and how they could be used.

/ By: Liviu Rafael Nichiforiuc
Date: 05-02-2015
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Post by: SeekLoad on February 04, 2015, 11:37:21 pm
Be a hero to your wish and not a hero to your temptations, because temptations will never have an end, but your wish will pass you by and then it will be to late.

/ By: Liviu Rafael Nichiforiuc
Date: 05-02-2015
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Post by: SeekLoad on February 06, 2015, 10:18:27 pm
I am Christian Orthodox, but I was asked on YouTube to explain God, Satan, Sin, Hell and Fate to a Atheist in a logical, rational way without using religion as my point. So this is how I explained it to him. I hope he understood it well.
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What is FATE
You see fate is like climbing a tree.
The tree is there and you can never change it. But you can chose what branch to climb (fate) or if you want to cut it off (do suicide). Some of us climb a sick branch and die young in some health problem. Others are born in a sick tree that will sooner or later fall (he/she dies) together with him. Those who reach the top of the tree, try to climb back down, but in fate you can not go back down in time. So you can never climb back down the tree. There for you end up suspended till the branch breaks and you die of old age.
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God made that tree of fate. You can chose your fate, but you can never make the tree grow new branches as in fate, you can never make a fate that does not already exist to be chosen in the first place.
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FATE and a real TREE
What differs the tree of fate from a real tree is that in the tree of fate the branches can connect with each other on the path to the top, so that sometimes they reach at the same place though you took different paths in life. And the tree of fate can also as it does for many connect with other trees so that they find a partner for life.
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Fate is in our genetic linked code to the universe and the universe is God. But I will come to explaining that later.
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GOD and FATE
God give us fate for each person it is different, but he did not say what path we should take in it. We pray to God so that God enlightens our mind so we chose the right path. But it is NEVER God who chooses for us and it is ALWAYS we who chose our fate in life. ALL humans are born free even free from God, though freedom from God comes at a price. And that price is lack of Godly enlightens that leads to easier deceive by Satan. But Satan only means "the enemy" and NOT a demonic monster as Hollywood and the Catholic church depicts him.
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Who is SATAN and who is GOD
Satan is in fact beautiful, though he chooses out of hate to look bad for us. Now what is Satan? And what is God? Satan is our ego and greed. Yes Satan is part of us. God is the universe and also part of us since we all are part of the universe and part of our own ego and greed. Satan is not all knowing since we are not all knowing. But Satans knowledge spans thousands of years since our memory in our genetic code spans thousands of years.
God is all knowing cause the universe has all the knowledge in it and there for the universe all together can never be less the all knowing since nobody in the universe can know more then the universe all together knows.
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MAN and GOD and SATAN
The greed man has and his ego is "the enemy" that is Satan. Because it is the ego and greed who makes us so selfish that we destroy others peoples lives for our own including the power hunger the   a s s h o l e s   in power have to enslave the people using anything including religion as a tool for evils out of greed and ego.
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What is SIN, HELL, HEAVEN, EVOLUTION and the SOUL
Sin is what will eventually destroy our evolution even if it does not do it right now and even if it does not do it on a mass scale. Example: God dislikes gays but why? Answer is that homosexual people can not have children in a natural way unless they are bisexual. Evolution is made to grow in a natural way and we are not snails to impregnate ourselves. Evolution is the tool f God (the universe). With no evolution, there would be no universe.
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Hell is what we make. Look around us plz? All we do in life is recorded in our genetics and if we are bad people then our geens will act accordingly after we die. That is how we will be punished since if our geens act good after we die then what is left of us may also have a second chance in this universe, but if it acts bad then the second chance will be very painful in other words "a hell".
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Heaven is exactly the opposite. It is when our geens act accordingly to our actions the same way as in hell but for the good things in our life instead of bad. Making eternity a very beautiful place for our geens to exist.
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The soul is the geens left from us. It contains records of us and our past. And from those records it creates a eternity of hell or heaven and yes God is the judge and the jury since  God is the universe and it is in this universe our genetics will for eternity exist and it is the laws of physics that this universe (God) made that will decide the destinations of our genetics.
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/ By: Liviu Rafael Nichiforiuc
Date: 06-02-2015
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Post by: SeekLoad on June 06, 2015, 01:00:45 am
The world is like a stage
The world is like a stage and the actor is you. The audience is them all around you that are both actors and audience. When we die the scene ends and the curtains close. We go behind the scene and look at the life we had and say "god bye" to our fellow man. Then we go at the loge were we either have a Hell of stress or a Heaven of relax from the role on the stage we have called "life". On that stage it is not how well we play the game that counts, but what we leave to continue to play the game that will make the game good or bad or worse to end and the world ceases to exist.
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Post by: SeekLoad on June 09, 2015, 09:31:51 pm
I have a confession to make:
Why I gave up to seek my happiness and now seek the happiness for the young ones.

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I have partly given up the goal of my happiness and now fight for the happiness of them who will come after me. I hope my daughter will have in life what I never have yet not had and some of that I will never have.

I did not have a happy childhood, and some ask me "did you not have toys" and my reply will be "yes, tons of it, but toys is not what makes a child happy except for when the open the package, but what makes a child happy is fun in interaction" something I did not have since I started off with political stamped parents because they thought for the truth as I now in my turn was forced by the system to also do today.

When I was in school I was "that guy", who was always the one who others liked to beat up and it went so far that another guy even got killed cause the murderers thought it was me. In the school pause I was afraid to go out for not becoming a target of them who hated me and often I hid in the bushes so that I would not get beet up by the bullies who though I was good at fighting they gathered 10 on 1 and I had no chance. So the best remedy was to hide. It was not a day I went to school not being afraid of getting beat up.

And why was I beat up? Cause in school the students were told I that I was gay, and the person saying that was the teacher. And that in all 5 schools in 9 years of graduate school I was in. How come that in all the graduate schools the teachers told the students a lie so they would hate me? If it was not cause of my parents political black list they were in?

Finally in High School and after that in the university I was free from physical beating and bulling.



All my life as long as I know, my parents thought to have a stable life and a home, something that they do not have, not even today after 28 years from the day they got exiled for protesting that in the Communist Romania when all who had a job had a home and my parents did not.

That they did not have a home made them to end up political exiled and today they are at pension and they still not have a home. To fight all your life and even end up forced exiled for something that most people have and not have like a home, is truly a scream at the heavens. Yet they were never homeless and why? Because they are hard working people who always saw to that they have a income and money for a rent, yet in there life time they moved to so many places I have even lost count.

I now as my parents before me, I either do not have a home. And me too am not homeless, but many times in life I was near to be homeless and a couple of times in life I was homeless. But I have always somehow gotten back in my feet. And in 2012 my family managed to make 50000 euros and that was the last hope we had to finally afford to make a home.

Sadly in 2012 that happiness was gone.We lost it all after we got robbed and now after I moved for 6 months back to my country Romania I moved only with the ticket money and a couple of euros in the pickets and living o rent and working for rent money and still not having a home.



What I have lost of my childhood can never be regained. What time has passed can never be unpassed. I sometimes feel as if I have no feeling anymore what true happiness is. "Yes" I can be happy as any man can, but what I am telling you is that I sometimes feel I am not capable of feeling true long lasting happiness to really feel that I accomplished something and be long lasting happy for it. Maybe because I feel like what me and my parents have thought so much for has not bin accomplished and it may never be.

Its like I am cursed to never have a place I call "home". I am not talking of a country cause that for me is Romania who is my home country. I am talking of a place I can call "home", a place I know I will always have and can when ever got to cause it is my "home". A place were I know the people there and were they know me. A place that even if it may suck, it is still my home. You there who has a home may not appreciate this because you do not know what you have till you miss it.

For were ever I am, I am "that stranger" and were ever I may walk I am "that alien", so if I am an alien then at least I am changing something. That is why I keep fighting for a better future. That is why I chose to be better a insane conspiracy theorist then a sane brainwashed idiot. If feel as I am an alien, then at least I am a good one.

When I was a teen for the first time I tried suicide cause after all I have bin through I did not feel life was worth living. In my life I tried suicide 4 times. But obviously, I did not succeed or I now would not be telling this to you.

Since the last try I sworn that I will not try again and that my goal in life is "F U C K   MY HAPPINESS" and I started to only care of others. But hey you can't live if your goal is only for others so some ego I must have to survive. Right?
After I got my daughter my life goal changed into:
MAKE - MY - DAUGHTERS - LIFE - TO - HAVE - WHAT - I - NEVER HAD - AS - A - CHILD - NOR - AS - AN - ADULT.

And so it started that now I fight not only for my daughters future, but for the future of all man kind since my daughter will live together in that future with the rest of the man kind and if I help the man kind I will help my daughter as well and so will I help all the children of the world.

My goal in life has become from the normal "me, me, me I need my life to be happy and   F U C K   the rest" as most people do, it has become to to "F U C K me, I want to leave something behind me that shows I made a difference to a better world".

God bless you all Amen.
Title: Re: General Poems, Short Quotes ect...
Post by: SeekLoad on June 09, 2015, 11:32:05 pm
One told me once "even a hero needs help".
I say, yes it is true, but I am not a hero. I am just man who would love to be a hero and though I know some see me as a hero and some as a villain, I see myself as none of them and only as a man who tries to do what he thinks is right even if he may do mistakes sometimes and do wrongs.