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My Life / Re: Help me SeekLoad LRN the Administrator of this page and my family
« Last post by SeekLoad on June 11, 2017, 05:16:10 pm »
To all friend and strangers alike...
Let me tell you a story about myself and why I need help:
SHARE this plz...
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In 1977 it was a big earthquake in Bucharest were 80% to 90% of all buildings in Bucharest collapsed. My parents back then were in love dating each other in the park when the earthquake struck. There house fell but they survived unharmed because they were in the park when it happened.
Many people died that day.
Anyway the communist system political policy was that all who had a job and had  a house in the capital will get a house or an apartment back. My parents got nothing.
That is how my father started to be against the system, although originally he was a member of the communist party.
That was how my parents started to get politically implicated and against the corruption that was back then.
And it was that political implication that lead to the forced exiled situation my family got in 1987.
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Since 1987 I bin living in Sweden and because my parents were politically exiled in 1987, when the communist dictator system fell in December 1989 Sweden wanted to use my parents as tools to politically attack Romania.
My parents refused saying quote "We have nothing against our country, what we were against were the leaders and they have fallen now with the system so there for we will not and we refuse to politically attack our country Romania and benefit Sweden on it".
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This lead to that we became and we still are today the ONLY family in Scandinavia with still having the Romanian citizen ship after 30 years of exile.
No other family in not only in Sweden, but in the entire Scandinavia Denmark, Norway, Finland and Island including Sweden is not like us with a Romanian passport after 30 years of exile.
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Our case has even reached the Swedish king and the prime minister through out the years.
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Why and how?
Since 1987 I was bulled in school and beaten by bullies who were put to do it by the teachers with fake accusations. This was done because the social workers wanted to accuse my parents for beating me up, with my parents never did.
Why? To force my parents to kiss ass in Sweden as political puppets. But Sweden failed and this made Sweden hate my family. Why was this will from Sweden and there must be somebody with a high power doing this right? Yes it was, the Swedish ambassador of Romania in 1987 was the Swedish kings cousin. So the guys who has black listed my family in Sweden is the kings cousin. So this goes right up to the royal family of Sweden.
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Till 1993 my parents had a job in Sweden, since the Swedish system understood that they will not help Sweden to politically attack Romania, Sweden in 1993 fired my parents from work and kept them black listed on the job market since and only living on social well fair money.
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Since I finished high school I was black listed on the job market in Sweden. I went out of University in 2012 but I was still black listed on the job market. i worked for FREE for 4 years to just get a work history so maybe I get a job. But I did not even get a job interview since 2002 of searching jobs in Sweden.
And YET I find IDIOTS online who tell me "go to work lazy ass" when I ask for money donation to help.
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HELP
So now I ask for help. There is a way out of the problem I have now. The system in Romania has changed. Yes it is still corrupt, but we can live there now and in Romania my family is not black listed anymore. But in order to move to Romania I need money and since we got forced exiled by the secret police in 1987 we have now in Romania NOTHING.
You may ask why we did not put money aside. We did, but i n 2012 we got robbed of 50000 euros. Since then we have nothing.
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So HELP me and my family to move back to Romania, get a house and help my daughter start school in time...
The money we need to move back and buy a house is a sum of 100000 euros (112000 USD) for it.
And if out of we say 1 million people only 10% would donate more then 1 USD each then it would solve our problems for good.
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HOW CAN WE GET HELP?
But how do we make so many people to help us and believe in that this is the truth. Because there are many IDIOTS out there who would rather give money to a scam that promises diamonds, then to a honest real situation who says "this is a donation you get nothing back, except the good karma of helping a family who has thought for over 30 years and are in need of help now" as me and my family are in.
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CAN YOU HELP US?
If you can help us with the money needed, contact me on my facebook here. I have paypal and all in order to receive money except that if you give me money using western union it has to be on my fathers name, because I am now living in Sweden without a ID card and there for illegally to be able to help my parents and my daughter. If I make a ID card i need to pay taxes and we have not enough money for that.
So I chose to not have any medical insurance and any insurance what so ever just so I can help my family.
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So can you guys help me and my family?
- HELP - DONATE here:
https://gogetfunding.com/my-family-moves-back-to-romania-and-we-need-to-buy-a-home

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NEWS LINKS ABOUT MY FAMILY AND I:
- Black listed and our problems in Sweden NEWS PAPER article:
http://seekload.createaforum.com/my-life-24/my-lrn-seekload-administrators-media-articles/
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- How we got forced exiled by securitate in 1987:
http://seekload.createaforum.com/my-life-24/how-i-became-to-be-exiled-in-1987/
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- Articles about my life and the problems me and my family have had:
http://seekload.createaforum.com/my-life-24/my-lrn-life-the-seekload-administrators-life/
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CONTACT ME: If you want to help or can help contact me at:
https://www.facebook.com/SeekLoad
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SHARE this plz...
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My Life / Help me SeekLoad LRN the Administrator of this page and my family
« Last post by SeekLoad on June 11, 2017, 05:12:45 pm »
Please help me and my family
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THEAD / Re: The Awakened International
« Last post by SeekLoad on January 22, 2017, 09:31:12 pm »
EXPOSED the TRUTH please share:
GOOGLE was NOT first, SeekLoad was: http://seekload.50webs.com
This is why i keep saying that often the true people coming up with a good idea are ignored wile the big corporations steal the idea for there own profits.
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SeekLoad was first with the idea in July 1997 to have a search machine that searches the web, maps, pictures and words all in on one single page. Google was founded in 1996 by Larry Page and only available for Stanford universality. Google put this international idea in September 4, 1998. That means that in September 4, 1998 Google.com was registered as a domain and it became international and not private for Stanford as it use to be.
In other words simple put "I was with the idea online LONG before Google came".

But because I was not a hot shot helped by the US military and I was a simple 17 years teenager Romanian foreigner in Sweden back then, nobody gave me credit for it. Today I keep the page existing as a **** YOU to Google to say "Look I may not have become rich, but I still have more ideas for it then you" and I do. And all this because I am pissed of for being with the idea and not get any credit for it. To the OPPOSITE I was BLACK LISTED on the job market in Sweden to never get a job in Sweden.
The old version of SeekLoad still have more search possibilities then Google today. And there for you can imagine that the new version I am working on is even with much more then Google then it use to be. Though I agree that my stuff is more simple made and with no possibility of getting payed. Well I am not Google and I have not there budget. I made it for free.

PROOF:
The old address:
http://www.angelfire.com/tv/jagfinns
for verson 1 of SeekLoad and now as you see it is online version 3
As the page says in the programming quote: "Starting 1998. Version:3 Made in 2004 last modified 2005"

2005  was the last time I used that angelfire.com domain.
As you see, if you go to:
http://www.angelfire.com/tv/jagfinns/seekload.html


You can see it redirects you to here now: http://seekload.50webs.com/index.html
It is because I moved the page in 2006 when it changed name from JagFinns to SeekLoad.
"Jag Finns" means "I Exists" on Swedish. "SeekLoad" stands for "Search and Load" and it sounds more comercial and it has a higher SEO value that is why I changed name in 2006.

SABOTAGE:
Please add together the address because FaceBook does NOT want to accept SeekLoad domain. The old SeekLoad domain "jagfinns" is NOT accepted by facebook to share so that nobody can prove I am right. If that is not called sabotage then what is that FaceBook did?

Also as you see the meta code says:
META NAME="COPYRIGHT" CONTENT="Copyright © year 2005 by Liviu Rrafael N. (LRN) All Rights Reserved."
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THEAD / Re: The Awakened Sweden-De Väckta Sverige/by:SeekLoad
« Last post by SeekLoad on November 18, 2016, 11:37:51 pm »
PROOF Sweden is NOT a democracy.
And that Sweden is a man hating sexist racist country.

"Social Minister wants to abolish mens rights to vote"  and she is getting backed up for it by the system.
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The M. Haffo politician in Sweden gets fired for he called the social minister Annika Strandhäll for a ****. Now I am NOT a fan of  M. Haffo, and I do not like him, but he is innocent on this one. She got what she asked for.
At first glance it seems he did wrong. But when we dig in deeper we find that Annika Strandhäll did wrong and the the system protects her and condemns the man who said against her for doing wrong.
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The Swedsih social minister Annika Strandhäll said in front of the journalists that "after her opinion USA should not have let men vote because that was the only way a democracy can work were Hillary would won".
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Now that is a one man opinion so much, what bothers me is that the elite leading Sweden agrees with her. In other words that the elite if it was not illegal in Europe they would agree to ban men from voting and calls the politician in Sweden M. Haffo for sexist demanding he lives his job wile making the REAL sexist the Swedsih social minister Annika Strandhäll in to a hero and a victim of sexism.
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In other words if a man calls a woman something sexually bad he is a sexist, but if a woman calls a man something sexually bad or wants to forbid men from having there human rights she is seen as a hero and a fighter for woman rights.
How the **** is that sexually fair between sexes?
What is next:
"woman who wants all means penises chopped off at birth?"
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I am not a sexist, nor do I want woman to have less rights then men, of course woman deserve the same rights as men, but that does not mean that woman should have more rights then men just because they have a **** and are the less physical strong sex.
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Look at the article "Social Minister wants to abolish mens rights to vote"
http://www.klarvaken.se/2016/11/11/socialforsakringsministern-vill-avskaffa-mans-rostratt/
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THEAD / Re: Hey bros
« Last post by SeekLoad on October 10, 2016, 04:05:29 pm »
Nice. Sorry I did not see you. You should have sent a direct personal message so it would have come to me. You just posted a public forum saying "I'm in" not sending any personal message so I did not get the notification for it. Sorry bro for being so late. it would be cool if more people did join this page and made it alive.
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My Life / Re: My LRN life the SeekLoad Administrators life
« Last post by SeekLoad on September 08, 2016, 12:17:45 am »
This is why I have a personal Vendetta that makes me want to keep on fighting for freedom and equal justice:
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In 1977 it was an earthquake in Romania and in that earthquake my parents lost there home in Bucharest. According to the communist laws back then all who had a job should get a home. My parents were not given the right to have a home though they both had jobs to not say my father was a construction engineer.

It was that situation that made my father question the communist system and get in politically against the system back then in Romania. I was born in 1980 practically said I was born in a freedom and justice whistle blowing fighting family.
I have bin forced exiled with my parents at the age of 7 because of my fathers protests in 1987 and in Sweden were we were exiled to we lived all our lives on a political black list just because my father thought for human equal rights in a way that opposed even the todays New World Order system in the communist time back then. That black list my family was in and still is in lead to that for 9 years I was bullied severely in school and it even came so that I almost got killed stabbed with a knife in the back for it. All my childhood I grew up being afraid of getting hurt. I am not and have never bin free and will continue fight for freedom not only for me but for the rest around me too because of the knowledge I have of my past unless I go insane, get amnesia or die then that is the only way I will stop.
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So how do you think I feel? How do you think I am able to understand them who are enslaved and hunted down for being right?
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The only surprise I have right now for so meany who hear my story is that I am not dead because the enemy has tried to say I am crazy it saved my life form getting a bullet between the eyes.
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I just wanted to tell you that I know and can very well imagine how salves and victims of the system felt before and feels today. Yet I am still a nobody and I right now try my best to lay the seed that will lead to the revolution human kind so desperately needs, but I do not know if I will be around to see the change or the result of the change, though I am young at my 36 years of age, life can be gone in a matter of seconds sometimes. But most important is that we who fight for truth and equal justice is that we UNITE cause they may kill one or two of us but they can never kill all of us and it is not how we live our lives that the future will remember, but what we did with it that will be remembered.
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I do not want to look in the future in my daughters ayes and say "sorry honey I saw everything but I was to coward to act" but if I fail I will say proudly "I did what humanly possible that I could". I want her not to suffer in life as I have especially because I lost my childhood cause of it.
And not only my daughter. It is time that NOBODY need to go through what I have bin through. I am not afraid to die and if I had no child I would happily go to my death in this battle. But my daughter needs her daddy so I can not let myself in a suicidal mission for that. Yet if I was not a daddy and had no parents I would have bin today a Guy Fawkes the second but with a sniper rifle instead of knifes for the elite NWO in power. That is how much I dislike what they are doing to this world.
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THEAD / Re: The Awakened International
« Last post by SeekLoad on September 06, 2016, 02:43:52 am »
Do you see what I see? In short 30 things we should all wake up to see.
Most people live in a dream world thinking all if good.

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---- I see a world gone mad on "be like me or the high way" ideology.
---- I see a world talking of freedom wile making rules to keep track on us.
---- I see a world propagating of democracy and letting representatives lead us in there interest fooling us it is our best interest.
---- I see a world talking of love and care and compassion and full of greed, ego for power and hate towards them who dare to see what is wrong.
---- I see a world talking of having an open mind yet them who dare to think out of the box are shut down and ridiculed.
---- I see world who say they struggle for technology, but then who make technology to better the life of them in poverty are ignored and systematically destroyed.
---- I see a world who know of wisdom, yet chooses unwisely talking of knowledge over imagination as if wisdom could exist only by knowledge with no imagination.
---- I see a world filled of richness, yet only 1% hold the wealth of 99% wile 99% are working class or poor wile the 1% think that we are all stupid for being the 99% because they keep us down.
---- I see young sexy woman selling there body and soul for fame and fortune wile others starve and die of hunger and all those woman can talk of is "what car to buy".
---- I see you girls crying for a not getting the latest smart phone wile children of the same age are dying of hunger on another face of the planet and we call that "education".
---- I see the social care taking children from loving parents on minor motives and giving them in the hands of **** and abusers ignoring the children's suffering all at the same time wile **** are getting away with child sex crimes.
---- I see idiots tell you hat you do not want to work if you ask for help wile there is unemployment and hard to find a job.
---- I see people struggling to make end meet and then when they come home are brainwashed in front of the TV watching "reality shows of who is more rich".
---- I see people killing each other wile the rich are getting richer on it.
---- I see weapons of mass destruction being made to kill each other instead of space ships to find a new home for man kind to save the human race.
---- I see the world politicians saying the country has not enough money wile I see celebrities swimming in money wile most of the people hardly can make ends meet.
---- I see important people talking of that the world is soon out of resources wile I see that others practically swim in resources stolen from them who not have.
---- I see a world who talks of freedom of choice calls all who do not dress, not think and not speak like the system wants them to as being crazy.
---- I see a world who talks of freedom of opinion yet if your opinion goes against the establishment in power you are punished.
---- I see a world promoting love, yet doing hate.
---- I see a world wanting to go to heaven, but running to go to hell.
---- I see man wanting to live by being suicidal.
---- I see woman needing there rights wile getting revenge on men not there rights even in countries were woman's rights are admired.
---- I see promotion of free sexuality, yet on the cost of natural sexuality as if we can not all live with love not sexuality stamps.
---- I see banks robbing people in masses wile idiots hates them who see this and agreed to arrest them who protests against it.
---- I see people getting fooled to hate other people for no personal benefit, but only to satisfy the hunger of greed of some fat ass in power.
---- I see people who are brave enough to speak up who are silenced and black listed for life including there children and grand children are black listed too since birth.
---- I see a world full of people who see what I see, yet they do nothing.
---- I see a world were they do dare to change the change they want to see are hunted down, ridiculed and destroyed by all means necessary.
---- I see a world were we are told we have free speech and free will yet when we see all reality as it is and acknowledged the truth they who do it and dare to fight it they are babbled as "conspiracy theorists" and attacked even worse for it.
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Now tell me "Were is all that goodness you dream off or speak so highly off"!?!?!?!?
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Religion / Re: Frizzling Religious Philosophy
« Last post by SeekLoad on August 29, 2016, 11:05:53 pm »
Open your eyes and see more that you have bin thought of to see.
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Maybe some one some were will open some eyes that there is more in the universe then what science can explain and that there is other plains of existence too but that this proves that we still have a long way to goo till we understand that evolution did not create itself but that it had to have a creator as long as evolution has a memory and is not repeating its mistakes and it is not based on the strongest wins and neither is it based on positive mutations of any kind or form yet mutations do happen, but they are not a lottery wining number that just happen to win for some and lose for others as evolution tells us to be like.
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I am not talking of a big daddy in the sky cause God must not be a person, it is a power and the universe is like a brain wile we are smaller then the brain cell and I ask. Has a brain cell ever bin able to outmatch the brain it is in? Of course not, so how the world can we humans think we can outmatch God the infinite universe who we are to small to even comprehend?
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Yet we humans are so STUPID and ARROGANT that we think of ourselves higher then any being in the universe trying to explain what we do not know and when we are wrong we do not admit it but even kill the person showing us and leading us the way just because he/she shows the the path of God, not the God made by church, but the God called the Creator of all. The path on another plain of existence in this multi dimensional universe we live in and can not comprehend. because we are simply to small to do so. Yet that fact that we can not see God nor do we see him/it acts does not mean there is no God. It only means we are to bind to see the entire picture because we are to small and too insignificant to understand that what is much greater then us on all levels even in life as in death.
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Because what I am talking about is greater the life and death since it is immortal, indestructible, all knowing and all seeing since it is everywhere. This very moment we read this it flows through us but we can not see it or touch it yet it flows trough us every millisecond. We are the embodiment of its power and the result of its power and so is EVERYTHING around us even the tree you see outside and the rock that has no life even that is part of it. Nothing was made without it.
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And to say as Atheists says "it or such thing can not exist" is to say "there is no universe, no dimensions and no you who says it" so then I ask if that does and can not exist then how do you exist cause you are part of it and if it does not exist then there is no universe as it is part of the universe and then there is no you or me and nothing is all is just a dream.
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But if all is just a dream then this life is a Matrix and this Matrix is also a creation, just not a physical one, but a dimensional one. Either way there is no such thing as the evolution alone, because alone evolution is nothing but a blind tool that does not know anything and has no knowledge, but that is not true of evolution as long as it has a memory proven by that it NEVER does the same mistakes twice.
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Yet for the simple minded this is far to advanced to understand and those simple idiots will only mock what they are to stupid to understand. Well as they say "you can not silence stupid, you can how ever muffle it and ignore it".
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YET It makes me sad to see that the so called scientific forewords atheist ideology is a stupid arrogant mistake of man equal to the stupid arrogant extreme religious mistake of man done in history so meany time before. The only difference is that Atheism uses the policy "we hate religion" but there actions physiologically do not differ form the actions of them who were extreme religious and said "we hate all who are not like us" and they Atheist says "we do not kill" yet I wonder for how long will that be valid because as history shown is that ALL HATE end in blood and killings.
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Sadly the Atheist modern ideology  has not learn ANYTHING form history as it ignored the physiological explanations of history and creates there own. It ignores historical facts and scientific evidence that does not fit there point of view. No more different from the religious extremists. Still with the same faith it them of power on a county. Nothing has changed.
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At the core man kind has not changed we are psychologically the same, we have just changed coats and rags pretending we are now different wile we are not.
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Remember / Re: Remember
« Last post by SeekLoad on August 20, 2016, 06:44:53 pm »
Poverty is a obstacle but not a disability. All obstacles can be solved but disabilities can not. A disability would be if a person is bad, but money are always obstacles, not disabilities.
To fail to have money does not make one stupid or mentally disabled in any way or form.
But to fail to understand why one has no money makes one stupid and it is an obstacle and it could become a disability if one gives up because of that obstacle of understanding.
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By: SeekLoad LRN
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Remember / Re: Remember
« Last post by SeekLoad on August 20, 2016, 04:38:51 pm »
100% honestly. It breaks my heart to see that good intentions cause of failure makes one seem as a bad man calling as I bin called cause of failure, wile real bad man who are for real bad men who drink, smoke, take drugs beat up woman and people every day or greedy **** get away with it by having good men with bad results being called as bad and compared to those **** who really are bad.
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Thus sometimes wanting me to become bad for real, sadly I can not cause my heart and morals with human values would not let me become a bad man like that even though it hurts a loot to try to do good with good intention and be called a bad man for failing.
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