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Re: My LRN life the SeekLoad Administrators life
« Reply #10 on: January 10, 2015, 12:09:51 am »
Sweden illegally refuses to give my mother a income to my family
Sweden refuses to give my mother a income till pension for the motive that my father has pension now. They base there motive on that on social you are not allowed to have money from somewhere else and though my mother does not and my father is her husband is the one on pension.
Its like "it is okay for my father to be on pension", but "my since my mother is on social she has not the legal right to be married to one who has pension income" just cause she is on social money cause she is out of the job market cause of her age, and my father is on pension money. How stupid is that?
So now we get a bought 500 euros less above that you already know that Sweden illegally still refuse to give child allowance to my daughter and this time unmotivated since they know I have no Romanian ID.
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The EU laws says "ALL children with the European Union has the right for child allowance" and the EU law also says "on pension or if you are out of the job market you are allowed to own what ever you like".
Though what Sweden dos now is illegal in the EU law since we are ordinary people nobody gives a   f u c k.
So there you have it is how much the law protect ordinary people, but I bet that if I scammed some rich guy the way they scam ordinary people I would go to jail. That is how the justice works. This is one of the motives to why I say "there is no such thing as justice for ordinary and for the poor people and justice is only for the rich and powerful and that is why I am with Anonymous for a world wide revolution vendetta and this is why I have there mask as a symbol". Now you know one of my motives to why I hate the system we live in.
We live in a system were the laws protecting the citizen only apply to the rich and powerful wile the laws robbing the citizen only apply to the ordinary class and poverty class. This is what "the new world order democracy" that we have and is more in making really is a bought.
This makes me so mad.
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Re: My LRN life the SeekLoad Administrators life
« Reply #11 on: April 13, 2015, 03:45:56 am »
Everything has an end and sometimes even marriages.

One goes in a marriage hopping everything will be good and finally one has found the other half. Sadly that was not the case for me. I thought she was my other half but fate had other things on its mind.
We did not agree in life so in the end everything lead to divorce and now I am single again since 9th March 2015. But I have bin alone for over 1 year now, but in 9th March 2015 I took out the divorce papers.

Looks like no matter how you try to avoid fate it will still go the way it wants to go.

Why do I have the ability to see the future of others and to know the future of this earth yet not see my own future I do not know. But maybe it is better this way cause maybe if I could see my own future I would do suicide of depression. Maybe it is better to not know your own future.

Now that I am single again its both positive and negative. Positive freedom and negative I hate being alone.
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Re: My LRN life the SeekLoad Administrators life
« Reply #12 on: May 02, 2015, 09:36:40 pm »
I am with my families case now in the news.
The young guy in the picture is "me".
We (me and my father) got interviewed of our case by the news paper Evenimentul from Iasi that is distributed over the entire Romanian Moldova region. They made the article of the problems we had in Sweden cause we were exiled by the communist regime in 1989 and how Sweden discriminated us cause of our past with Romania.
Finally the truth of how Sweden has worked together with Romania against my family has for the first time come out there in the news papers.
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NEWS paper link online:
http://www.ziarulevenimentul.ro/stiri/reportaj/naruiti-de-orgoliile-politice-ale-comunismului--216215.html
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Re: My LRN life the SeekLoad Administrators life
« Reply #13 on: June 09, 2015, 11:00:09 pm »
I have a confession to make:
Why I gave up to seek my happiness and now seek the happiness for the young ones.

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I have partly given up the goal of my happiness and now fight for the happiness of them who will come after me. I hope my daughter will have in life what I never have yet not had and some of that I will never have.

I did not have a happy childhood, and some ask me "did you not have toys" and my reply will be "yes, tons of it, but toys is not what makes a child happy except for when the open the package, but what makes a child happy is fun in interaction" something I did not have since I started off with political stamped parents because they thought for the truth as I now in my turn was forced by the system to also do today.

When I was in school I was "that guy", who was always the one who others liked to beat up and it went so far that another guy even got killed cause the murderers thought it was me. In the school pause I was afraid to go out for not becoming a target of them who hated me and often I hid in the bushes so that I would not get beet up by the bullies who though I was good at fighting they gathered 10 on 1 and I had no chance. So the best remedy was to hide. It was not a day I went to school not being afraid of getting beat up.

And why was I beat up? Cause in school the students were told I that I was gay, and the person saying that was the teacher. And that in all 5 schools in 9 years of graduate school I was in. How come that in all the graduate schools the teachers told the students a lie so they would hate me? If it was not cause of my parents political black list they were in?

Finally in High School and after that in the university I was free from physical beating and bulling.



All my life as long as I know, my parents thought to have a stable life and a home, something that they do not have, not even today after 28 years from the day they got exiled for protesting that in the Communist Romania when all who had a job had a home and my parents did not.

That they did not have a home made them to end up political exiled and today they are at pension and they still not have a home. To fight all your life and even end up forced exiled for something that most people have and not have like a home, is truly a scream at the heavens. Yet they were never homeless and why? Because they are hard working people who always saw to that they have a income and money for a rent, yet in there life time they moved to so many places I have even lost count.

I now as my parents before me, I either do not have a home. And me too am not homeless, but many times in life I was near to be homeless and a couple of times in life I was homeless. But I have always somehow gotten back in my feet. And in 2012 my family managed to make 50000 euros and that was the last hope we had to finally afford to make a home.

Sadly in 2012 that happiness was gone.We lost it all after we got robbed and now after I moved for 6 months back to my country Romania I moved only with the ticket money and a couple of euros in the pickets and living o rent and working for rent money and still not having a home.



What I have lost of my childhood can never be regained. What time has passed can never be unpassed. I sometimes feel as if I have no feeling anymore what true happiness is. "Yes" I can be happy as any man can, but what I am telling you is that I sometimes feel I am not capable of feeling true long lasting happiness to really feel that I accomplished something and be long lasting happy for it. Maybe because I feel like what me and my parents have thought so much for has not bin accomplished and it may never be.

Its like I am cursed to never have a place I call "home". I am not talking of a country cause that for me is Romania who is my home country. I am talking of a place I can call "home", a place I know I will always have and can when ever got to cause it is my "home". A place were I know the people there and were they know me. A place that even if it may suck, it is still my home. You there who has a home may not appreciate this because you do not know what you have till you miss it.

For were ever I am, I am "that stranger" and were ever I may walk I am "that alien", so if I am an alien then at least I am changing something. That is why I keep fighting for a better future. That is why I chose to be better a insane conspiracy theorist then a sane brainwashed idiot. If feel as I am an alien, then at least I am a good one.

When I was a teen for the first time I tried suicide cause after all I have bin through I did not feel life was worth living. In my life I tried suicide 4 times. But obviously, I did not succeed or I now would not be telling this to you.

Since the last try I sworn that I will not try again and that my goal in life is "F U C K   MY HAPPINESS" and I started to only care of others. But hey you can't live if your goal is only for others so some ego I must have to survive. Right?
After I got my daughter my life goal changed into:
MAKE - MY - DAUGHTERS - LIFE - TO - HAVE - WHAT - I - NEVER HAD - AS - A - CHILD - NOR - AS - AN - ADULT.

And so it started that now I fight not only for my daughters future, but for the future of all man kind since my daughter will live together in that future with the rest of the man kind and if I help the man kind I will help my daughter as well and so will I help all the children of the world.

My goal in life has become from the normal "me, me, me I need my life to be happy and   F U C K   the rest" as most people do, it has become to to "F U C K me, I want to leave something behind me that shows I made a difference to a better world".

God bless you all Amen.
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« Reply #14 on: September 08, 2016, 12:17:45 am »
This is why I have a personal Vendetta that makes me want to keep on fighting for freedom and equal justice:
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In 1977 it was an earthquake in Romania and in that earthquake my parents lost there home in Bucharest. According to the communist laws back then all who had a job should get a home. My parents were not given the right to have a home though they both had jobs to not say my father was a construction engineer.

It was that situation that made my father question the communist system and get in politically against the system back then in Romania. I was born in 1980 practically said I was born in a freedom and justice whistle blowing fighting family.
I have bin forced exiled with my parents at the age of 7 because of my fathers protests in 1987 and in Sweden were we were exiled to we lived all our lives on a political black list just because my father thought for human equal rights in a way that opposed even the todays New World Order system in the communist time back then. That black list my family was in and still is in lead to that for 9 years I was bullied severely in school and it even came so that I almost got killed stabbed with a knife in the back for it. All my childhood I grew up being afraid of getting hurt. I am not and have never bin free and will continue fight for freedom not only for me but for the rest around me too because of the knowledge I have of my past unless I go insane, get amnesia or die then that is the only way I will stop.
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So how do you think I feel? How do you think I am able to understand them who are enslaved and hunted down for being right?
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The only surprise I have right now for so meany who hear my story is that I am not dead because the enemy has tried to say I am crazy it saved my life form getting a bullet between the eyes.
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I just wanted to tell you that I know and can very well imagine how salves and victims of the system felt before and feels today. Yet I am still a nobody and I right now try my best to lay the seed that will lead to the revolution human kind so desperately needs, but I do not know if I will be around to see the change or the result of the change, though I am young at my 36 years of age, life can be gone in a matter of seconds sometimes. But most important is that we who fight for truth and equal justice is that we UNITE cause they may kill one or two of us but they can never kill all of us and it is not how we live our lives that the future will remember, but what we did with it that will be remembered.
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I do not want to look in the future in my daughters ayes and say "sorry honey I saw everything but I was to coward to act" but if I fail I will say proudly "I did what humanly possible that I could". I want her not to suffer in life as I have especially because I lost my childhood cause of it.
And not only my daughter. It is time that NOBODY need to go through what I have bin through. I am not afraid to die and if I had no child I would happily go to my death in this battle. But my daughter needs her daddy so I can not let myself in a suicidal mission for that. Yet if I was not a daddy and had no parents I would have bin today a Guy Fawkes the second but with a sniper rifle instead of knifes for the elite NWO in power. That is how much I dislike what they are doing to this world.
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